N Sunday, October 08, 2006
i can't
i'm still wondering if i've entered the right course. even if the interest is there but whats the point when the ability is not.
i struggle.
and i can't afford things which i really need for my course.
i told standley i'm gonna jump over to nursing in sem two. i think i should. hahahaha.
then there won't be so much stress, so much depression to go through.
binbin is such a sweetie.
Boozey Save me from this abysmally mundane existence says:
u want 2 be butch ur biz
Boozey Save me from this abysmally mundane existence says:
as long u happy
Boozey Save me from this abysmally mundane existence says:
i happy
hahahahaha. this is so random.
i met two of my friends whom i haven't been in touch just now and we were talking about the past. how time really flies. i miss those times. things has really changed and people changed. somehow, we just can't get back to the past. in the next few years to come, maybe i'll blog again on how "i miss those times" which refers to whats happening now. haha. well, we should just cherish every single moment. it's not like we'll know when we'll just depart from the world right ? i can never imagine someone close to my heart just leaving me for good. ):
i should really quit blogging at night.
i need to save up already. i've got another target to reach and its now further away from it. but i know i can replace the money back. afterall, it's just money. :) money can buy you many things but it can't buy you many things too. get it ? i'll scrimp and
not go shopping. window shop. hehe.
okayy, im really tired but i can't go to bed. roar ! i hope i can wake up on time tomorrow and finish up what i have to produce on monday. :)
yawns. help. i have to wake up in five hours.
goodbye.
3:47:00 AM